Dan Radcliffe

Now What?

I look at you and nothing’s what I see.

We were such friends

and now this is the way to be…

Apart since that day that never ends…

 

How could you make me feel so small?

Did I do something to you?

No! Oh… Was I supposed to crawl?!

I’d do anything for you!

 

But that was before…

Before the day you replaced me.

You replaced me.

You didn’t even look back… Sure…

 

You wanted me to crawl…

But I couldn’t. ‘Cause I did nothing.

Nothing but love you with everything,

until you made me fall.

 

How can you deny?

didn’t you push me away?

All I did next was obey your will,

leave you alone and cry.

 

Now what?

You want me back?

Come and get me

Rage "unfinished

My emptiness speaks for it self,
wonders alone,
beside the pain I carry on my own.
If you feel pity keep it to yourself!

I don't need nobody
trying to explain,
'cause it's my pain!
Let me be insane!
Leave me or you'll be sorry!

You don't understand,
so don't hold my hand,
don't fool me,
don't fake what you see.

Don't you dare,
'cause I know you mean bad..
Don't step on me, I'm mad..
Look, I'll lose my head
and you might fly to the air...

Leave me alone!
I'm not fine,
but the pain is mine
I'll carry it on my own!

Cut the crap!

UNFINISHED

Death reaches my slow pace.
"How does it feel" he says.
"It doesn't". Says I.

I was meant to die,
left abandoned before time.
Slapped in the face.
Now my tears leave a trace.
A flood of blood,
a mess on the floor.
Dragging a pain
I no longer explain.
Screams rip my inside,
unable to be heard outside.

No one can see...
No one but me.

Why Me

"Are you fine"?
They ask me all the time..
I respond "yes I am"
But I cry every day until 5 AM..
I choke alone
where no one can see.
I break like a stone,
eyes flooded like the sea.
The smile's vanished,
time has stopped.
I was punished
for loving something who talked..

Why me?

Don't You Kill Me

What can I tell,
life without you is hell...
I wasn't prepared..
I'm scared!
Come save me!
Catch me!
I'm falling,
I can't stop crawling!
Hold me tight,
help me spend the night,
'cause I scream
every time with a bad dream!
I'm chocking,
suffocating!
I need you here,
I need you near!
We're not made to be apart
so stop break my heart!
Don't kill me

I won’t be here

Gather on all you've got,
'cause now it's time
to show you how I rhyme,
to be your white spot.
That light so bright
that makes you start to cry
every time you remember that night
when you left me to die!
I hope you know
what you did by walking away
'cause if you don't, just watch the show,
you'll see how dumb you were that day.
I'm putting my foot down.
When you return
I won't be around.

I’m Gone

You broke into me. An invader you were.
You captured my essence as you gave the first bite..
And I fell for an angel of hell..

A passion grew.. A passion I did not see coming..
A sentiment so strong it went beyond any dream..
It was like magic.. An unexplained emotion I still cannot describe..
We were like magnets.. Two parts of one..
Soul mates..

But then the paradise fell..

you disappeared from my life, living me nothing.. Not even pain..
Just emptiness.

 

7 months passed......

 

And now...

Tears run down my eyes before i even feel them.
The emptiness rises inside of me
like the shadow of your absence
grows upon me.

I fell like I'm gone..

There's not a thing I don't miss.. You were like a drug to me.. You were in me.. My everything

Us "part one FINISHED"

I can't seem to forget
how you made my world so great...
I can't seem to get
how this love turned into hate...
When we were together,
nothing else seemed to matter...
It was just you and me...
and everybody could see
we were meant to be,
like the salt and the sea,
drawn together
like the sun and the good weather...
I miss having you around
like in the good old days...
I miss the great you that I once found
and lost anyways...
We used to be so fine
that we made the dark shine...
I couldn't believe my eyes,
I had found the cure to my cries...
I began to rise
but I found your lies...
Although I crossed a line
thinkin' you'd be mine...

30 30

I wake my sadness everyday,
knowing you walked away...
Why did you leave?
Why didn't you stay?
I still have so much to say...
Why couldn't you make it?
Why did you break it?
You made me pay...
And now I pray...
(please...)
Give me one more day...
Just please give...
Or in my bed I'll lay,
forever starting today...

... x_x ...

I am so sick of paying for being alive...
So sick of living in death like I have no path...
So tired of living by surviving as I feel like dying...
I'm trying...
But I'm fading my breath...
My heart's breaking...
My soul's ripping...
My eyes are licking...
God I hate this life!
Waking up in the morning swallowed by the pain...
Reminding I've dreamed it all in vain...
I claim WHY
but all I hear is DIE!
Why God WHY??
Why am I bathing in my own tears?
Why can't I wash away my fears?
You make love impossible to chase...
You make me feel ashamed of showing my face...
You make it all a Lie!
Can't you see it?
You're killing someone who won't die

Running by sadness

I started running...
Running by sadness...
I started fighting...
Fighting by madness...
I keep my heart closed...
Closed so you can't see...
So you can't see my eyes glued...
Glued to what I want for me...
I started feeling...
Feeling again...
I started wishing...
Wishing you were mine since then...

Poem 2

The one who ever loves you,
the one you'll never get...
Invited to get in,
invited to win...
Marked to lose,
I couldn't choose...
But I know life goes on...
With or without you!

Doubt and Confession

The shadow in my heart keeps growing...
My deepest feelings are rising...
It looks like a bad dream
that I can't wake up from...
I can't shut it, my heart keeps singing...
It sings my stupid happy ending...
But I want the storm...
What does it mean?
Pain is what I feel...
Just keeps it real...
I'm made of feelings steel...
Melting metal heart is the deal...

Harry Potter

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