It's Life

Ever since I left home
I've been a rolling stone,
losing chunks on my way,
always waiting for the next day.
Will the sun arrive once more
so I can see my floor?,
so that the steps on the way
guide me through another day?
It's hard to make it on my own
but it's what I've won.

Feeling alive for the second time,
once again I began to rhyme.
Put a smile on my face,
kicked out and got my pace.
No one cares, no one does.
No one has to, no one does.

We're all alone,
each one for its own.

It's Time (To Let Go)

It's the ash in every crash
that makes my chest feel less than best.
It's the world outside
that pulls me from your side.
I could stay here and stare,
where there's nothing to share.
I could wait for a sign
until I'd be blind...
I'm  sorry, life's waiting.
It's time to say goodbye,
but please don't die.

I love you, but you left.

I won't stop living.

I Don't Give A Fuck

I don't care about trash talk,
I don't give a crap about my walk.
I don't mind a thing
I don't wanna know.
I don't give a fuck if I grow.
I say fuck you,
I take no one for granted,
I live like you wanted.
I'm not sorry I met you,
I'm just sorry you left too late.
I'm so happy hating you bitch,
I just wish I was a witch.
I'd say kiss my ass and you would cry.
I'd make you clean my shoes and take no excuse.
I don't give a fuck,
I just hate this nausea that attacks me
every time your face i see.
I'm so glad you'll never see
What it's like to be me.

I know I know

An explosion burns inside.
Is there someone knocking?
Tiny person, leave me alone!

I know I know!

Can you lead me next time or will you be gone?
You think about leaving...
Putting your job aside...

I know, I know...

Everyday I break inside,
but I'm still laughing!
Sorry, you're just a joke... But keep going! Bring it on!

'Cause I know, I know!!

You'll never win

Knives Knives Knives

knives knives knives

carving holes holes holes,
such big holes

knives knives knives

chase me down the street
out run me on a cliff

knives knives knives

they fly towards me, me the toy,

knives knives knives

don't toy with me

knives knives knives

lalalala
you'll never kill me lalala

knives knives knives

they want to play a game

I don't know

I'm just sorry,
there was no more time
you had to leave me,
are you insane?
I'm so scared now,
so lonely alone,
no I don't want to,
forget you...

I gotta hug you again,
'cause I can't sleep at night.
I gotta see you again,
you're still so in me...

I don't know how to let you go even though you're gone

Loveless Twisted

One night you dove into the sickness,
embracing a light in the dark,
filling space invaded with sadness
with something called a heart.
You woke up the next morning
not remembering a thing...
Well you know what they say... For a drunken mind speaks a sober heart..
It doesn't matter if you're now loveless...
You know you were loved... You saw it depart...
It doesn't matter if you're now loveless...
You know you were loved.

Sadness

Sadness haunts me...
Chasing my good dreams away.
It keeps coming,
slapping... The hardest way.
Now there are no knifes...
Pain stabs me with forks (more efficient),
so many times...
Sadness haunts me...
Brings the memories I buried...
The memories of you.
Memories of the one I carried.
Sadness haunts me...
It haunts me all the time,
ringing in my head
a pain that is so mine.
Pain
go away,
leave my brain
just for a day

Forever ‘unfinished’

A subtle touch..
Our eyes crossed.
This craving floods our veins
burning under our skin
the flavor in our mouths
mixed up with a kiss..
we move like magnets around each other.
could we be more right for one another?
the taste of lust is lost
in the madness of love
did you feel that earthquake?
we made the earth move...
grab me, never let me go...
it's you and me forever

Sway

Sway me.. Sway me round and round!
Grab me.. Grab me to sway!
The beat explodes..
Our feet find the sound,
go ahead, sway!
Feel the hit, take off your clothes!
Lets go swim in the pound!
Throw them away!
Summer's here :D

Falling

Falling...
Was it the world falling, or was it me?
Oh is was me then, falling
once again on a dream... A dream about you and me...
We were sitting drinking tea...
How odd.. We hate tea...
Suddenly the chairs vanished and we fell...
And we landed in hell...
Why did we fell?
Why did you fell with me?
Why the hell?!
And why the tea?!
I guess it was only a dream...
Don't bother asking what the hell does it mean...

Oh Pretty Please...

Oh pretty guitar,
play along as my fingers touch your cold cords,
play beautifully as I say you're the star.
Embrace me with the sound,
make me fall
never to be found.
Keep me safe
from the madness beyond,
take me with grace.
Make my nightmares die
as you play beautiful sound...
Make them die...
Make them die...

The Land Where Time Stands Still

I see people moving
all around,
making a fuss
about the lost and found.
Me, I stand still,
just starring at the ground,
set quiet with my music,
just looking around.
I fall in the silence of lyrics
as people talk me down

Don’t

I was a lonely soul, so sure of what I knew and what I felt..
I lived healed and safe, not keeping company for too long..
Until I met you, my beautiful crystal.. so delicate, so sweet, so easily breakable..
A keeper...
My beautiful baby, my crystal... words are never enough to describe how you make me feel.. My baby, my crystal... You break so easily.. Let me keep you. I won't break you.. Allow me.. Don't break me first

What It's Like To Be Me 1

they laugh at how I walk, they laugh at how I talk,
but they don't see all the things you see in me
they crap on my head, they crap on my soul
I scream silently, only you can hear
no one stands there when I'm sad,
no one stands when I'm angry.
only you stay put, just waiting and smiling,
making it all go away.
with your eyes.. your pretty eyes..
inside 'em I can see.. all the things you see in me..
on you I see.. what it's like to be me..

The Eyes Of Truth

Immersed in the infinite fire,
you didn't look back.
It felt so nice to be warm...
Once in a while cold came by. It broke the fire.
You stood still, you enjoyed the smack..
You loved the storm..
One day a cow got through..
You saw her burning and you jumped out to heaven.
Or at least you thought...
The cow was not burning... She was a monster in a suit.
Pursued, you got lost.. And broke in seven.
Now you're a dead walking.. That's what you bought...
The storm continued without your strength,
You're so fucking destroyed.. So down...
You broke an innocent soul...
Now that the cow left, now you're done.
Left alone in the crossroad, leaving in a breakdown...
Now you're just cold.
The fire you used to want is no longer red...
you made it burst
and die in your name.
A look is a thousand words unsaid...
That's why you couldn't stand to look at the fire you enjoyed so much at first...
It's a shame.

Realized

No matter how much I talk,
no matter how much I ramble,
I'll always wonder
if that was just a big fat lie...
There's so much saying it was,
there's so much saying it wasn't...
How do you explain it?
You don't, that's the problem...
Your absence still kills me,
Your absence still breaks me...
As time passes I'm realizing something...
I Love You, and I'm missing you more and more everyday.

The Fire

Once upon a time
A fire so pure was born..
a blue orange flame
between two satellites
running in circles like magnets...

something... do you care....

there was a time
when we were happy,
you were mine...

now it's just... time...
empty time I wonder.
it's hell since you're gone.
why are you gone?
you liked me.,.
why are you gone?
what have we done?
how much did it cost? can't you see it? I want you to see it!
I want you to look into my eyes and say it! say you hate me, say you hate me!
of course you can't.. 'cause you don't... and you can't look into my eyes, 'cause you can't take the pain you caused... you can't stand it! you know what I feel just by looking.. that's why you can't look at me! You can't take it! you can't see it!

I wish I'd never know you!

why did you care so much if you were going to break me? why did you do it? why did you care?

 

why?

 

I've never missed anybody like I miss you! is that true love? maybe! maybe it is.. it may be, since I've seen you in your best and your worst and I still want you...

Now

Tears become rain,
rain becomes tears...
It's me bursting each day
now that you can't see..
I wonder if you ever remember me...
the one who'd never leave you,
the one who was always there...
the one that never left.