Us "part one FINISHED"

I can't seem to forget
how you made my world so great...
I can't seem to get
how this love turned into hate...
When we were together,
nothing else seemed to matter...
It was just you and me...
and everybody could see
we were meant to be,
like the salt and the sea,
drawn together
like the sun and the good weather...
I miss having you around
like in the good old days...
I miss the great you that I once found
and lost anyways...
We used to be so fine
that we made the dark shine...
I couldn't believe my eyes,
I had found the cure to my cries...
I began to rise
but I found your lies...
Although I crossed a line
thinkin' you'd be mine...

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I wake my sadness everyday,
knowing you walked away...
Why did you leave?
Why didn't you stay?
I still have so much to say...
Why couldn't you make it?
Why did you break it?
You made me pay...
And now I pray...
(please...)
Give me one more day...
Just please give...
Or in my bed I'll lay,
forever starting today...

... x_x ...

I am so sick of paying for being alive...
So sick of living in death like I have no path...
So tired of living by surviving as I feel like dying...
I'm trying...
But I'm fading my breath...
My heart's breaking...
My soul's ripping...
My eyes are licking...
God I hate this life!
Waking up in the morning swallowed by the pain...
Reminding I've dreamed it all in vain...
I claim WHY
but all I hear is DIE!
Why God WHY??
Why am I bathing in my own tears?
Why can't I wash away my fears?
You make love impossible to chase...
You make me feel ashamed of showing my face...
You make it all a Lie!
Can't you see it?
You're killing someone who won't die

Running by sadness

I started running...
Running by sadness...
I started fighting...
Fighting by madness...
I keep my heart closed...
Closed so you can't see...
So you can't see my eyes glued...
Glued to what I want for me...
I started feeling...
Feeling again...
I started wishing...
Wishing you were mine since then...

Poem 2

The one who ever loves you,
the one you'll never get...
Invited to get in,
invited to win...
Marked to lose,
I couldn't choose...
But I know life goes on...
With or without you!

Doubt and Confession

The shadow in my heart keeps growing...
My deepest feelings are rising...
It looks like a bad dream
that I can't wake up from...
I can't shut it, my heart keeps singing...
It sings my stupid happy ending...
But I want the storm...
What does it mean?
Pain is what I feel...
Just keeps it real...
I'm made of feelings steel...
Melting metal heart is the deal...

Harry Potter