Doubt and Confession

The shadow in my heart keeps growing...
My deepest feelings are rising...
It looks like a bad dream
that I can't wake up from...
I can't shut it, my heart keeps singing...
It sings my stupid happy ending...
But I want the storm...
What does it mean?
Pain is what I feel...
Just keeps it real...
I'm made of feelings steel...
Melting metal heart is the deal...