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I am so sick of paying for being alive...
So sick of living in death like I have no path...
So tired of living by surviving as I feel like dying...
I'm trying...
But I'm fading my breath...
My heart's breaking...
My soul's ripping...
My eyes are licking...
God I hate this life!
Waking up in the morning swallowed by the pain...
Reminding I've dreamed it all in vain...
I claim WHY
but all I hear is DIE!
Why God WHY??
Why am I bathing in my own tears?
Why can't I wash away my fears?
You make love impossible to chase...
You make me feel ashamed of showing my face...
You make it all a Lie!
Can't you see it?
You're killing someone who won't die