Realized

No matter how much I talk,
no matter how much I ramble,
I'll always wonder
if that was just a big fat lie...
There's so much saying it was,
there's so much saying it wasn't...
How do you explain it?
You don't, that's the problem...
Your absence still kills me,
Your absence still breaks me...
As time passes I'm realizing something...
I Love You, and I'm missing you more and more everyday.